Conando

I know that I have already mentioned this in an earlier post, But it is offical that Conan Obrien is leaving the tonight show and today is his last day :(! I am actually a lot sadder than I had anticipated. It could be because I was introduced to him when I was little by a friend who would call me up and we would watch it together via phone when he was on the LATE SHOW or it could be because I seriously just saw him a few months agao live and he was so awesome. Yes, all these are true, but I guess I am also sad because I was planning to really try to get an internship with him on his writing staff in the next year. It was a dream of mine and now the PeaCOCK ruined it. So I just want everyone to know that they should watch the show tonight because he has been doing some crazy shit. Also, Will Ferril, Tom Hanks, Neil Young and others will be on tonight so it should be a really interesting show.

Freaky

So I went through these boxes where I had been keeping all my momento's from my childhood past and it was really weird to look back at them today. It is funny how you can completely forget a lot of your childhood, and then you read notes from people you use to hang out with or look at pictures at people you new and allthe memories come back and hit you like a 10 foot tidal wave that came out of nowhere! It may just all feel weird to me because I was listening to Radiohead at the same time I was looking through past memories(Radiohead has this effect on me when I listen to them, they kinda make everything around me sad and depressing, except for 15 steps it is has an upbeat sound to it.)...Whatever it was, it certainly got me thinking. It got me thinking about who I use to want to be and how I have changed dramatically. Not necessarily in a bad way but in a different way. I know that people say when you are young you never really know what is going on and who you are really going to be, but I mean half of us don't even know where we'll be in the next year.(So I find it revelant at all times and not just in our childhood.)It makes me wonder "What if I lived out my childhood dreams and fantasy?" Would I be happier than I am now? Or would everything be the same? Or worse? Granted, we will never know what would have happened, but it still never stops us from wondering.

Aside from that, I am bored STILL. I wish that someone will save me from this disease of apathy that has been growing inside. It has been affecting all of my decisions lately. I just don't care for anything anymore. I have no drive. Won't someone rescue me from this funk?

Update

Lately things have been alright. I am kind of glad for the relaxed mood of things. I do want to go back to school because it is my savior when I have nothing else in my life. Hopefully I'll be getting a job soon, I really need one. I think I am going to try to work at a News Station for a bit while I am here in San Diego because broadcasting is broadcasting. If I can't do it with shows, then why not news?

Last night my Best Friend Quinn came over and we had a girls night which included girly beers and whisky. Needless to say we were able to get drunk and have a great time. We watched Anchorman and laughed at everything, even the not so funny parts. Then we sang Karaoke and videotaped it, so it might be on youtube pretty soon. Side note: When you are have drank and you decide to eat something after 6 mixed drinks, make sure it isn't macaroni and broccoli. Even if the box looks good, it will end up in the toilet.

As for other news NBC (Network Broadcasted by CRAPPY people) has announced that they are moving the Jay Leno show after the evening news, thus making the tonight show with CONAN OBRIEN star at 12:05am and the Late Night with Jimmy Fallon at 1:00am. They did this because they realized that by putting an hour talk show during prime time was not going to boost ratings and thus they weren't earning/saving money. I could have told them that. They also think that Conan is too stubborn because he only appeals to the young demographic such as myself and needed to be more universal. Well lets see ummm... he has only been for 8 or 9 months, everyone knows that a show like that needs to find its way. I know that sounds lame and motherly but I think some of you might understand where I am coming from. Conan announced that he won't be doing the tonight show at 12:05am because for the past 60 years the show starts right after the evening news and he doesn't want to ruin the reputation of the tonight show. He also doesn't want to Fuck up Jimmy's time either. He has no offers of airing on another network so who knows what will happen. I just find it fucked up that you give someone the tonight show and promised them this oppurtunity for 6 years(that is when they signed the contract that he was taking over the show) and then be like SIKE. Conan moved along with his staff from the awesome NEW YORK where its okay to have bad air because it makes sense to LA where everyone is all trying to be hippies and vegans and global warming and the bad air is still there? I'd be pissed and I am. Conan doesn't want people to feel sorry for him, but really its not about him its about ME. WTF am I suppose to do now after the news that I don't ever watch? I really like him as a comedian and I went to the show and he was there and he was super tall, like REALLY FUCKING tall and he was all nice and now I am sad. I like Jay Leno but he said he was going to retire and I know that he isn't the one who is pushing it, it is the network people but COME ON! REALLY? you think you have bad ratings now? Just wait, everyone will boycott the station and then you will go bankrupt and die. Okay too extreme and overly optomistic in a sense. But ya that is my rant on a favorite new show of mine that is like 80% certain to be ending in two weeks. He also put his studio up on craigslist and it says "For Sale, Barely USED". Okay so I am done with my rant now I guess. Tune in next time where I go off about the banks and the 100,000 bonuses they give to themselves.

010

First off, Nathan this is the website for you. http://www.entertainmentcareers.net/sbjobs/, you can also check out internships as well. I don't know if all of them pay but some do.

Now onto this year. So far so good. Been hanging out with cool kids and relaxing. I am glad to have good people in my life that help me when I am down which I have been down a bit lately. But hey new year new start. I have 4 months before I turn 21 so that is exciting I guess. I can dance my stress away when I can finally be admitted to clubs. Oh the little joys in life! So I have 5 goals that I want to try to accomplish this year that I know I can do if I try hard enough.
1.shape up
2.New car
3.Pay off loan and find good job to do that (yes it counts as one goal because it is a cause and effect type of scenario)
4.Get internship at production company!!!!!!!! Speilberg here I come :)
5.Film more
This year is going to be great. I can say this now because it has only been 4 days into 010 but there shouldn't be any reason for it to suck. Well that is it for now.